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Through the Melancholy Tunnel of Despair

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THE END OF THE TUNNEL The journey has been so long and far The pain so deep it cuts the suffering spirit Reminisce about those times Almost content yet ever so uncertain For the road is rough and the end not in sight No way out of these nightmare walls The darkness calls, every cell screams Only shadows linger in the hallway Trapped and suffocating, anxiety and depression but a true friend Dysphoria ever present and staggering in the loneliness The longing and fear in the mind No escaping the torment from within A surreal maladaptive daydream takes form An alternate reality safe and calm In the depth of night’s embrace The tunnel is very far away Happiness is now unattainable Only fading memories mimicking hope Falling into despair Not even the pills protect the tears Flowing in streams of utter melancholy The darkness consumes and swallows your soul
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THE GHOSTLY NIGHT SKY Gazing at the night clouds The mysterious night unfolds A cold breeze is lingering The future is yet untold Mesmerised by darkness In a hypnotic state of the mind A chance to dream in the haze Shifting formations, the unique kind From the trance of twilight To the deepest of black skies Lost within deep thought As all past memories die
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UPON A CROOKED CHAIR DRAPED IN TEARS With the creeping of the night Comes forth a unique melancholy Memories of the past too painful to bear For the time now is closing the end of all things The future is scarce and uncertain Only a plateau of dead dreams remain All the pain of what could of been But only a dream within a scream of living The candles die away… A reflection of resemblance remains The shadow self of once former Upon a crooked chair you lie draped in tears Forgotten fears so do haunt In a whirl of memories too hard to embrace The traces of happiness once before Lays like the withered flower in the window sill
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AN UNFAMILIAR JOURNEY Surrounded in the dark, the emptiness lingers Those cold sharp fingers tears the soul Suffocating anxiety, no way out Only to loose control in an unfamiliar place Beneath these screams, carry the wounds For the journey is long, oh so long To breathe the breeze, the coldest of nights The place to belong in a sorrowful song
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A PORTAL INTO OBLIVION Transcendence through a broken mind The kind that reveals too many truths Escape into the void of endless dreams Let the kaleidoscope carry you away Into distant planes which are safe From any hurt of man Wander the labyrinth of majestic Gardens, covered in lattice and archways Breathe in the cool fresh air With no care of leaving them behind Be at one with the night In an everlasting bliss of solitude
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THE MALADAPTIVE DAYDREAMER Every day a dream within a daydream A safe place, oh such a safe place The ultimate escapism from reality Is this the true reality revealed Vivid mental images almost tangible To tread, feel, smell and to breathe To taste the undiluted melancholy In a mist surrounding the atmosphere Of a time once revered in a stance Of unforgiving interactions of beings Look into the void and beyond Those pathways beyond perdition Unable to face the so called reality In an anxious state of depression The dark pathways are endless in journey To the ultimate mind state of nirvana’s attainment
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THE FROZEN WINDOW Doomed from the beginning A love never to be in fruition A procession of long lost spirits Your ghostly visage behind A frozen window covered in cobwebs Your dress tattered and torn Rotting away from your body These haunting memories of long ago Mesmerised in the gloom of the night Your hands are so cold The hovering mist streams through the trees The angles are dead now There is no one left to carry you through the night As you wither and vanish forever
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IN A DARK AND LONELY PLACE In a dark and lonely place Where every emotion is overwhelming In a secret and mysterious state Where all is silent and frightening The ghosts of the past continue to haunt The thought of yesterday and beyond Beyond the horizon beckons a pseudo light A fright from the dark as a reminder of life For life’s cruelty and confusion entwine In the trees, through the breeze of the forest Also sullen cold subways and empty city streets The drab concrete of the abandoned underpass Those faceless souls still wander Passing one another with apathy in their minds Concealed thoughts never to share Without a care in this dark and lonely place
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THE ANGUISH OF UNREQUITED LOVE The anguish of unrequited love Feelings not reciprocated in life The pain lingers for eternity A pain that will be carried to the grave
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ETERNAL FOREST NIGHTMARE There’s secrets in these trees The animism awakes I’m crying on my knees Gazing at the night clouds An eerie moon is forming Everything silent, not a sound Wandering through the forest No destination in mind Only darkness guiding me The world now left behind I’ve seen this place before Like it was in a dream I know I’ll be happy here Or though I thought it seems There’s secrets in these trees The animism awakes I’m crying on my knees Gazing at the night clouds An eerie moon is forming Everything silent, not a sound Now I’m only trapped here Within the depths of my mind The branches are embracing Suffocating, nature unkind There’s no way back in this Eternal forest nightmare The faces in the trees A cold blank stare with no care
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AS MY SOUL WITHERS AWAY When depression turns to hate The self loathing is unbearable Suicidal ideation in my disturbed mind Although the deed is far away When everything around me is overwhelming The the threshold of pain is very low Just like my spirit and morale Can I get a glimpse of happiness? I’ve forgotten a time so long ago Almost a content human in a neurotypical world The suffering, deceit, lies and yes… those two faces. Always two and only one being the real truth Head in the clouds at night as the stars circle My mind possessed by the cold moon Happiness is long gone, only tears run deep Too gutless for the real deed, although the suffering continues and my soul withers away
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IN THE DARKNESS OF NIGHT DWELLS MY BROKEN MIND Not complacent or taking things for granted A sudden change brings forth turmoil and depression I shouldn’t reminisce the past as nostalgia is my worst enemy Everything was better back then Any thought of the past lingers as a sigh In the cold of the dark night dwells my damaged mind Broken from those with two faces For there are many, such a cruel world continues This shattered mask can no longer hide My true identity, I feel not of this plane of existence All the ghosts of the past haunt in residual thought Dreams dissipate, unfulfilled and gone forever My perception of reality conditioned through all the hurt and pain I don’t want to hate, I’m left with my mind frozen, broken and confused
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BEING DRAGGED DEEPER IN THE DARK ABYSS Every cell screams, then the numbness and apathy sets in Deep in thought / devoid of thought, either brings a sense of melancholy I can’t believe this is reality, do I need to pinch myself or slap myself in the face for a reality check. The daymare continues… A sickly heavy feeling melts away my mind Distorted faces hide those true intentions inside Being sentient is a curse through a lifetime With things not reciprocated, leave the past behind. The nightmare continues… The abyss is awaiting The dark is embracing Being dragged deeper towards its pits I drink deep from this poisoned cup

about

After more than 5 years I return to the gloomy world of DSBM.
*No guitars were used during these recording sessions.
Only synthesizers.
*No acoustic drums were performed during these sessions.
Either real played electronic drums, finger drums or programmed drum rhythms.
*Vocals are both traditional black metal vocals and eerie whispering.

THROUGH THE MELANCHOLY TUNNEL OF DESPAIR

~ A Melancholy Journey in IV Chapters ~

CHAPTER I - The Innate Eeriness (Tracks I - III)
CHAPTER II - The Mystery Unfolds (Tracks IV - VII)
CHAPTER III - The Deep Seated Depression (Tracks VIII - XI)
CHAPTER IV - The Blackness of the Soul at Night (Tracks XII - XV)

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released September 17, 2022

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veilofdarkness.bandcamp.com
cromlech1.bandcamp.com
mondas.bandcamp.com
azimuth2.bandcamp.com
baalphegor1.bandcamp.com
msimusic.bandcamp.com
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